White, Discussion

"So here i am right, when i realize that hey, you can tell so much on a person by what they're listening to, whats in their head right now, so I'm like gtonna show you exactly whats in there so, maybe hey, you can get this thing in my head out, get it understand, get me, help me, ... please"

"All righty then. Picture this if you will.
10 to 2 AM, X, Yogi DMT, and a box of Krispy Kremes,
in my need-to-know post just outside Area 51
Contemplating the whole chosen people thingy when
just then a flaming stealth banana split the sky like one would hope but
never really expect to see in a place like this
Cutting right angle doughnuts on a dime and stopping right at my Birkenstocks
and me yelping... HOLY FUCKING SHIT" - Tool, Rosetta Stoned

"I don't know what you mean. Cancer?"
"Yes, and its quite malignant."
"But i'm only seven."
"Thats the other problem"
"What?"
"You're actually twelve."
"Twelve?!"
"Yes, twelve."
"Twelve years...?"
"Well... um....?"
"UM WHAT?"
"Twelve hundred years old....."
"WHAT?!!"
"Yes..."
"HOW THE FUCK?"
"Yes.... could be our scanner's broken..."
"YES IT VERY WELL COULD BE!!!"
"Which means... You may not have cancer!"
"OH FUCKEN GOODY!"
"Well, look on the bright side, Beezlebub, at least you know God isn't gonna win if you die......."

"Muhammed my friend
it's time to tell the world
we both know it was a girl back in Bethlehem
and on that fateful day
when she was crucified
she wore Shiseido Red and we drank tea
by her side
sweet sweet sweet
used to be so sweet to me" - Tori Amos, Muhammed My Friend

"I just don't know anymore if he loves me. I mean, I've tried everything. I gave that little bit to him, that one precious thing, and yet he seems so cold and dead to me. he just takes what he wants, rolls over and leaves me there. Sometimes I cry myself to sleep, lying next to him, unable to do anything else but feel my pain, but he takes no notice. I don't know what to do anymore. I've tried everything, everything, even tried to spice it up a bit, bought the crotchless and nippleless underwear, thew edible ones, even tried toys, oils and lubricants. Even tried Raping him. Nothing. What do i do? Tell me please Father, cuz i don't know how to make my husband love me..."
"Edible underwear you say...."

"And it's happening
Never planned on this
You've got something I need
Kind of dangerous
And I'm losing control
I'm not used to this
What you want from me?
I'm not used to this

I can't shut it off
This thing I've begun
And it's hard to tell
Just, where it's coming from
And it's hard to see
What I'm capable of
And it's hard to believe
Just, what I've become" - Nine Inch Nails, Me, I'm not

"Good day sir, how may i help you?
"You're robbing me sir? Ah, i see. Anything in particular you may want?
"Just my life sir, ok. And how would you like that packaged sir?
"In blood, my brains on the floor, you with the feeling of power coursing through your veins? Ok sir not a problem.
"Please sir i'm just trying to be accomodating, no need for that tone of voice. Yes sir, this is a phone i have in my hand, just goin to inform the family, you know how it is. You don't mind, my thanks sir.
"Righty-o sir, thats done, now onto business. Should I be standing when you shoot me, or would you prefer execution style? Execution style, ah my favourite too sir.
"Ok then sir, I'm ready when you-----"

"the coin flips again and again, and again, and again
as our sanity walks away
all this discussion though politically correct
is dead beyond destruction
though it leaves me quite erect" - Live, White Discussion

"Oh God help me. Please please please please... i'm so fucked up right now, so fucked. i don't know, can't you see it? please please goddamnit, help me. what is this shit here? what am i saying, what is this mess, what is this red stuff? who are you? Get the fuck away from me! GET AWAY!!!!!"

"I have come curiously close to the end, though
Beneath my self indulgent pitiful hole. Defeated I
Concede and move closer. I may find comfort here
I may find peace within the emptiness. How pitiful.

It's calling me

And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping.
The moon tells me a secret. My confidant.
As full and bright as I am, this light is not my own
A million light reflections pass over me
It's source is bright and endless.
She resuscitates the hopeless
Without her we are lifeless satellites drifting." - Tool, Reflection

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(thank you, you've been a great crowd)