Last published, August 15th 2007

strange, i'm paying more attention to things that seem story like, but might not be. well hey, all hail the god machine, as i always say....

so what have i said lately besides the usual crap? besides my rant of me and my propaganda machine, my sick and twisted love affair with myself. so i hear to the right of me something that yet again, bears problems. dot dot dot ..............

yet the saviour arrived, the saviour returned, the saviour is nigh, but it isn't me. Repent, repent, floss often. at least this time i don't know the answer, but my response helps, so i think.

yes you, you know who you are, you failed me. all my teachings were made for nought, all my tears and screams, my nights of pain and guilt, my hurt, my pain, my betrayal. you destroyed, you fucked it ll up with those words. all my respect for you went down the drain, and up your ass, penetrated you hard and hopefully tore your insides up as it vomited forth from your mouth.

next time you threaten, do it, pull the trigger, down the pills, step off the ledge. go fuck yourself.

meanwhile back at the ranch, ethliss has begun to take greece, and for more details go see Everliving, or for you facebookers who might stumble across this, go make friends with my husband, Ethliss, and go read his notes. Thank you to Sigfried, Roy, Kirsten, Kerrigan and Adrian for your participation, otherwise known as Kate, Forsorth, Leopold, Phalanges and Azreal respectively. thanks also to Russel (Kraven) and Mila (you will forever be Magenta, my dear) for the help in training and character creation, your addition was very helpful and we will be calling on you all soon, Kira and Wayne (Maximus) for your support and to Gus (the holy man), Trevor(Mordel, Big Bird, or whichever you like) and Duane (Don Pappy) for abiding with us during this time of awesome. Hey guys, not too much longer and this campaign will be finished; then maybe we can have the house to ourselves on sundays...


the story starts with The Twisting of Fate, the rest will be added as it goes. Understand that it is a work in progress, so it will seem a bit ubrupt and shortened, i'll add more adjectives later...