Wednesday, July 25, 2007

never turns never turns never turns never

it forces my lips into a smile... pulls in... drags me through... sycophantic... beloved... simple... never turning never falling neverdyingneverscreamingneverpainfulneveralive....

merciful one... sibilant in her movements, sick and twisted yet overwhelmed by him, his majesty, his decaying immaculate shape.

touches.... and tastes... i'm dancing all alone.... i'm saddened... smiling..... loving my betrayal... put them all down... smile for me.... love you dearly... bend.... more... supple you are.... snap for me.... break.
now.
i want to hear you scream.

yes, thats right, the soft warmth of you on my tongue, the blood racing through, not knowing what i'm gonna do to you next. the anticipation, the pain, the heartraqcing feeling the explosion, the nihilistic glee...

and then a sound ends all of it.

you raise your head from the pillow and groggily hit the snooze button.

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