tonight tonight

So it went.

times of trial, times of glorification, times when you get justified. the tests are everywhere, but only if you want them...

so i went there, so i walked in expecting the standard. but no, instead, i get more, i get the state again.

and yes, my love, i still do, i am the one who loves you alone.

so i got there, none of the group were there, we were only two; but everyone else was. they did it, played a set i needed like no other, nothing over spectacular, but awesome. The sun dried up, the darkness rose,and the energy within flowed free. all moved with me, even those who didn't wish to, and all became one.

(understand i am writing on a keyboard that often doesn't work, the keys stick or do not produce anything)

so what did i need; did i need more? forgive me my love, but i did not, and if thou wert there, thou wouldst have been annoyed. the night would have spoiled. and not because of you, but because of my pull downs.

why is it that there is no more thought to write of, nothing but idea, experience or similarity. pathetic, but the creative isn't here, its the soul that is.

so who are you to wave your finger?

maybe it all boils down to the fact that i finally realised what i have, and now i know how to use it....